What a shiver of triumph and loathing shook my frail frame when, among the plain innocent names in the hotel recorder, his fiendish conundrum would ejaculate in my face!
Nemertines - Amelie
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Amelie - Nemertines

And I catch myself thinking that our long journey had only defiled with a sinuous trail of slime the lovely, trustful, dreamy, enormous country that by then, in retrospect, was no more to us than a collection of dog-eared maps, ruined tour books, old tires, and her sobs in the night—every night, every night—the moment I feigned sleep.
Nemertines - The Snake
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The Snake - Nemertines

I may have already uploaded, but oh well.

been reading for 8 hours straight.

done with part one

Will this be my first and last novel that I’ve read out of my own free will?

This may be one of the most well written and most fucked up books I’ve read.

I love it.

there is no such thing as that rose-colored campus life. why?
because there is nothing rose-colored in the world.
everything is all a bunch of colors mixed up, you see.
Humbert is every man who is driven by desire, wanting his Lolita so badly that it never occurs to him to consider her as a human being, or as anything but a dream-figment made flesh.
Nemertines - Charm of Sadism

Charm of Sadism - Nemertines

I’ve begun to wonder…

Is this hatred something that I created and that I truly feel?

or is it simply a persona that’s been fabricated by others that I’ve embraced willingly— perhaps to feel as if I’ve found a niche somewhere in the social fabric?

So many lies surround me.